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Deprecated: Return type of WP_Theme::offsetExists($offset) should either be compatible with ArrayAccess::offsetExists(mixed $offset): bool, or the #[\ReturnTypeWillChange] attribute should be used to temporarily suppress the notice in /home4/web4cbc/public_html/wp-includes/class-wp-theme.php on line 554

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Deprecated: Return type of WP_Theme::offsetUnset($offset) should either be compatible with ArrayAccess::offsetUnset(mixed $offset): void, or the #[\ReturnTypeWillChange] attribute should be used to temporarily suppress the notice in /home4/web4cbc/public_html/wp-includes/class-wp-theme.php on line 544

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Deprecated: Return type of WP_REST_Request::offsetUnset($offset) should either be compatible with ArrayAccess::offsetUnset(mixed $offset): void, or the #[\ReturnTypeWillChange] attribute should be used to temporarily suppress the notice in /home4/web4cbc/public_html/wp-includes/rest-api/class-wp-rest-request.php on line 1003

Deprecated: Return type of WP_Block_List::current() should either be compatible with Iterator::current(): mixed, or the #[\ReturnTypeWillChange] attribute should be used to temporarily suppress the notice in /home4/web4cbc/public_html/wp-includes/class-wp-block-list.php on line 151

Deprecated: Return type of WP_Block_List::next() should either be compatible with Iterator::next(): void, or the #[\ReturnTypeWillChange] attribute should be used to temporarily suppress the notice in /home4/web4cbc/public_html/wp-includes/class-wp-block-list.php on line 175

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Deprecated: Return type of WP_Block_List::valid() should either be compatible with Iterator::valid(): bool, or the #[\ReturnTypeWillChange] attribute should be used to temporarily suppress the notice in /home4/web4cbc/public_html/wp-includes/class-wp-block-list.php on line 186

Deprecated: Return type of WP_Block_List::rewind() should either be compatible with Iterator::rewind(): void, or the #[\ReturnTypeWillChange] attribute should be used to temporarily suppress the notice in /home4/web4cbc/public_html/wp-includes/class-wp-block-list.php on line 138

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Deprecated: Return type of WPCF7_FormTag::offsetExists($offset) should either be compatible with ArrayAccess::offsetExists(mixed $offset): bool, or the #[\ReturnTypeWillChange] attribute should be used to temporarily suppress the notice in /home4/web4cbc/public_html/wp-content/plugins/contact-form-7/includes/form-tag.php on line 396

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Deprecated: Using ${var} in strings is deprecated, use {$var} instead in /home4/web4cbc/public_html/wp-content/plugins/contact-form-7/includes/mail.php on line 221

Deprecated: Return type of WPCF7_Validation::offsetExists($offset) should either be compatible with ArrayAccess::offsetExists(mixed $offset): bool, or the #[\ReturnTypeWillChange] attribute should be used to temporarily suppress the notice in /home4/web4cbc/public_html/wp-content/plugins/contact-form-7/includes/validation.php on line 78

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Deprecated: Creation of dynamic property WP_Taxonomy::$_pll is deprecated in /home4/web4cbc/public_html/wp-includes/class-wp-taxonomy.php on line 440

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Deprecated: Creation of dynamic property Recent_Posts_Widget_With_Thumbnails::$optional_text_fields is deprecated in /home4/web4cbc/public_html/wp-content/plugins/recent-posts-widget-with-thumbnails/recent-posts-widget-with-thumbnails.php on line 103

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Deprecated: Constant FILTER_SANITIZE_STRING is deprecated in /home4/web4cbc/public_html/wp-content/plugins/wordpress-seo/src/conditionals/third-party/elementor-edit-conditional.php on line 22

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Deprecated: Return type of Requests_Cookie_Jar::offsetExists($key) should either be compatible with ArrayAccess::offsetExists(mixed $offset): bool, or the #[\ReturnTypeWillChange] attribute should be used to temporarily suppress the notice in /home4/web4cbc/public_html/wp-includes/Requests/Cookie/Jar.php on line 63

Deprecated: Return type of Requests_Cookie_Jar::offsetGet($key) should either be compatible with ArrayAccess::offsetGet(mixed $offset): mixed, or the #[\ReturnTypeWillChange] attribute should be used to temporarily suppress the notice in /home4/web4cbc/public_html/wp-includes/Requests/Cookie/Jar.php on line 73

Deprecated: Return type of Requests_Cookie_Jar::offsetSet($key, $value) should either be compatible with ArrayAccess::offsetSet(mixed $offset, mixed $value): void, or the #[\ReturnTypeWillChange] attribute should be used to temporarily suppress the notice in /home4/web4cbc/public_html/wp-includes/Requests/Cookie/Jar.php on line 89

Deprecated: Return type of Requests_Cookie_Jar::offsetUnset($key) should either be compatible with ArrayAccess::offsetUnset(mixed $offset): void, or the #[\ReturnTypeWillChange] attribute should be used to temporarily suppress the notice in /home4/web4cbc/public_html/wp-includes/Requests/Cookie/Jar.php on line 102

Deprecated: Return type of Requests_Cookie_Jar::getIterator() should either be compatible with IteratorAggregate::getIterator(): Traversable, or the #[\ReturnTypeWillChange] attribute should be used to temporarily suppress the notice in /home4/web4cbc/public_html/wp-includes/Requests/Cookie/Jar.php on line 111

Deprecated: Return type of Requests_Utility_CaseInsensitiveDictionary::offsetExists($key) should either be compatible with ArrayAccess::offsetExists(mixed $offset): bool, or the #[\ReturnTypeWillChange] attribute should be used to temporarily suppress the notice in /home4/web4cbc/public_html/wp-includes/Requests/Utility/CaseInsensitiveDictionary.php on line 40

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Deprecated: Return type of Requests_Utility_CaseInsensitiveDictionary::offsetUnset($key) should either be compatible with ArrayAccess::offsetUnset(mixed $offset): void, or the #[\ReturnTypeWillChange] attribute should be used to temporarily suppress the notice in /home4/web4cbc/public_html/wp-includes/Requests/Utility/CaseInsensitiveDictionary.php on line 82

Deprecated: Return type of Requests_Utility_CaseInsensitiveDictionary::getIterator() should either be compatible with IteratorAggregate::getIterator(): Traversable, or the #[\ReturnTypeWillChange] attribute should be used to temporarily suppress the notice in /home4/web4cbc/public_html/wp-includes/Requests/Utility/CaseInsensitiveDictionary.php on line 91

Deprecated: trim(): Passing null to parameter #1 ($string) of type string is deprecated in /home4/web4cbc/public_html/wp-includes/class-wp.php on line 173

Deprecated: Creation of dynamic property Yoast\WP\SEO\Helpers\Import_Cursor_Helper::$options is deprecated in /home4/web4cbc/public_html/wp-content/plugins/wordpress-seo/src/helpers/import-cursor-helper.php on line 18

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1.0中华浸信会http://cbcrtp.org胡嘉竟的受洗见证 - 中华浸信会rich600338<blockquote class="wp-embedded-content"><a href="http://cbcrtp.org/%e8%83%a1%e5%98%89%e7%ab%9f%e7%9a%84%e5%8f%97%e6%b4%97%e8%a7%81%e8%af%81/">胡嘉竟的受洗见证</a></blockquote> <script type='text/javascript'> <!--//--><![CDATA[//><!-- /*! This file is auto-generated */ !function(d,l){"use strict";var e=!1,n=!1;if(l.querySelector)if(d.addEventListener)e=!0;if(d.wp=d.wp||{},!d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage)if(d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage=function(e){var t=e.data;if(t)if(t.secret||t.message||t.value)if(!/[^a-zA-Z0-9]/.test(t.secret)){for(var r,i,a,s=l.querySelectorAll('iframe[data-secret="'+t.secret+'"]'),n=l.querySelectorAll('blockquote[data-secret="'+t.secret+'"]'),o=new RegExp("^https?:$","i"),c=0;c<n.length;c++)n[c].style.display="none";for(c=0;c<s.length;c++)if(r=s[c],e.source===r.contentWindow){if(r.removeAttribute("style"),"height"===t.message){if(1e3<(a=parseInt(t.value,10)))a=1e3;else if(~~a<200)a=200;r.height=a}if("link"===t.message)if(i=l.createElement("a"),a=l.createElement("a"),i.href=r.getAttribute("src"),a.href=t.value,o.test(a.protocol))if(a.host===i.host)if(l.activeElement===r)d.top.location.href=t.value}}},e)d.addEventListener("message",d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage,!1),l.addEventListener("DOMContentLoaded",t,!1),d.addEventListener("load",t,!1);function t(){if(!n){n=!0;for(var e,t,r=-1!==navigator.appVersion.indexOf("MSIE 10"),i=!!navigator.userAgent.match(/Trident.*rv:11\./),a=l.querySelectorAll("iframe.wp-embedded-content"),s=0;s<a.length;s++){if(!(e=a[s]).getAttribute("data-secret"))t=Math.random().toString(36).substr(2,10),e.src+="#?secret="+t,e.setAttribute("data-secret",t);if(r||i)(t=e.cloneNode(!0)).removeAttribute("security"),e.parentNode.replaceChild(t,e)}}}}(window,document); //--><!]]> </script><iframe sandbox="allow-scripts" security="restricted" src="http://cbcrtp.org/%e8%83%a1%e5%98%89%e7%ab%9f%e7%9a%84%e5%8f%97%e6%b4%97%e8%a7%81%e8%af%81/embed/" width="600" height="338" title="“胡嘉竟的受洗见证” — 中华浸信会" frameborder="0" marginwidth="0" marginheight="0" scrolling="no" class="wp-embedded-content"></iframe>http://cbcrtp.org/wp-content/uploads/2017/10/2017-10-30-11.11.39-2-1024x683.jpg1024683两年前我还在Johns Hopkins读书的时候,曾经来这里拜访过姨妈,她带我来了教会。那是我第一次来教会,体验基督教的信仰。那个时候我正好在考虑申请NCSU的Analytics项目,就跟我姨妈表达了我的想法。从那时开始,她就一直跟陈牧师为此事祷告,虽然中间有一些波折,但我最终还是成功的来到了这里。去年我从JHU毕业之后就回国了一段时间,那时我非常犹豫要不要再次出国读一个硕士。我当时想如果能在国内找一个不错的工作,或许就不会再出国了。我的父母都希望我能在国内,留在他们身边,而且当时的我也认为留在国内的生活会比出国更容易一些,不需要再吃这么多苦。但是当我出去找工作的时候,上帝关上了所有的门。无论我有多努力都无法找到满意的工作。我开始变的无比的焦虑不安,为了未来而担心。我不愿意将就着从事一份普通的工作,我想要继续学习,体现自己的人生价值,想要试一试自己究竟能走多远。这种焦虑感变得越来越重,到了不能承受的地步,所以我放弃了在国内找工作,一心一意准备出国。来了之后发现我做了最正确的决定。我学到了想学的东西,每天都在不断的挑战自己,生活紧凑充实,也很开心。当时在国内的那种对于未来的焦虑感也在不知不觉中消失了。此外,我还在教会遇到了我的男朋友。他给了我很多很多的爱,帮助我提升自信心,也把我从各种各样的焦虑中解救出来。跟他在一起我的内心是平静安稳的,也有淡淡的却很持续的安心和开心。我想他一定是神给我的礼物,我也认定他是我这一生的伴侣。我渐渐的开始思考或许我现在所有的这一切都是神的安排,他听了我姨妈和陈牧师的祷告,安排我来到这里。我在国内找工作时内心的煎熬或许就是神以他的方式跟我交流的结果,他在告诉我我在国内是无法获得内心的平静的。结果证明他是对的,他在这里给我准备了一条路,而且这条路对我而言是最好的。所以我决定成为一名基督徒,来感谢神对我的爱,来用我这一生去服侍他。在教会我目睹了基督信仰是如何带走了我姨妈的骄傲,让她变得坚强、谦逊平和。我也目睹了一个被神所祝福的人是什么样的,一个单亲妈妈是如何在巨大的工作强度下培养一个孩子,让他掌握各种技能,同时还能有阳光积极的性格。对我而言,基督教的精神是爱和信心。我从神,以及教会的众弟兄姐妹那里获得了很多很多的爱,我也感受到了圣经中所说的福杯满溢,忍不住想要把自己的爱更多的奉献给别人。自从我成为一名基督徒,我感觉非常的开心,也收到了很多的祝福,我会听从神的话,以此为标准做人。在这个过程中,姨妈、纪良、陈牧师、星宇、Holly、Juliana、Justin、Hausen和Sarah给了我很多的帮助。我是在大家的帮助下成为一名基督徒的,我也会以相同的方式,也就是爱和信念,去帮助其他人成为一名基督徒。至此我想引用圣经哥林多前书十三章四至八节:爱是恒久忍耐,又有恩慈。爱是不嫉妒,爱是不自夸,不张狂,不做害羞的事,不求自己的益处,不轻易发怒,不计算人的恶,不喜欢不义,只喜欢真理;凡事包容,凡事相信,凡事盼望,凡事忍耐。爱是永不止息。 胡嘉竟 2017/10/29